Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Bird Song

Bird Song

by R. Noelle

Eyes closed
in the sun
the world continues
and I listen.
One car and another
racing by like 
giant children
desperate to arrive 
soon.
In between,
stillness.
When the noise of machinery
pauses.
I am surrounded by
bird song.
So many calls,
so much to do.
Racing from tree to tree,
always preparing.
But to me, 
it sounds like vacation.

An airplane roars overhead
like a giant dragon.
No one cares.
Women talk 
about the plans they have
for their children.
Children hop and scream
and run away.
With a few slammed doors
and the zoom of a hurried engine,
they're gone.
Again,
I listen to the birds.
They sing into the wind.
How beautiful it is to allow
the birds' song
to still my heart.
How miraculous it is to
stop and listen
to life.
Until the moment settles within me
Or me within the moment.





Saturday, May 10, 2014

The Little Things

The Little Things

by R. Noelle


The little things
seem like life.
They drift up into view
or fall in a thick blanket
woven so tight that
darkness is the only light.
Breath thickens,
shallows.
A non-life made of
illusions
becomes routine.

The little things
disguised as life
seem all important,
each one demanding
the energy of
fractured consciousness.
The search for joy
for pleasure
becomes God.
The ache for stillness
keeps you running.

The little things
about you
and others
that hurt and bother
and can’t be changed
sit on your shoulder
whispering, 
“I will stay here forever.”
Not knowing your worth
or your purpose,
you believe it.

The little things
you see
and feel-
the harshness of vulnerability,
the lack of compassion
make you question
the extremely personal or
hide under appearances.
Will you ever feel safe
being surrounded by
so much you can’t control?

The little things
that make up life
inside or outside,
are only our experience
of the mystery-
of seeking, longing
and of hiding.
The flitting little
tugs on awareness-
do they have to be
everything?

To fester in the little things
is the human torment.
The joys and sorrows
wish to be eternal.
Your presence falters
into scattered daydreams,
but somewhere underneath
in this moment
you hold the key 
to something 
monumental.